Ch.4 Black Desire
It feels like I’ve experienced a lot in such a short time.
First, I saw Harang, the ace of the girl group Lize, having sex with Shin Jae-hyun, and unexpectedly tasting her bodily fluids, and finally saw him retrieving the hidden camera footage he had taken.
I briefly worried that my presence lying on the couch in the storage room might have been captured, but looking at the camera’s size and angle, it seemed my image wasn’t recorded – only the floor area where they had sex appeared to be filmed.
No wonder that bastard Shin Jae-hyun seemed to insist on that spot on the floor.
By the way…
‘I’ve had enough sleep.’
I came here to get some rest because I was tired, but after witnessing such a hot and humid scene, I’m now wide awake.
Since things turned out this way, might as well go to the music show recording.
As someone very interested in idols, I enjoy watching performances and watching from up close in my position as a director brings its own kind of happiness.
But when I got up from the couch, I couldn’t move my feet.
Swelling.
A swelling that felt like it would tear through my pants zipper blocked my path.
Harang, her body was so erotic… I wanted to cover her entire body with my saliva while exploring her breasts.
Plus, regardless of her difficult personality, her face is pretty and cute. She’d definitely be worth having sex with.
“Sigh…..”
Come to think of it, when was my last time having sex?
I had to rewind my memories quite far back to find that time.
My last sex was with my girlfriend 4 years ago… I thought she was a decent 20-year-old woman.
That is, until I found out she was cheating on me for luxury bags.
That woman had really outstanding hips – when we walked together, even passing grandmothers would say ‘That girl will definitely have an easy time giving birth~’
I wonder what she’s doing now. Being just a twenty-year-old who had just graduated high school who cheated with a rich man, she’s probably working as a prostitute now, spreading her legs wide open for bundles of cash.
Still, with her decent face, she must be charging quite a bit, that bitch.
‘……’
Thinking about that time unconsciously heightened my emotions. Considering my social position, I should have more refined thoughts…
Ah right, let’s forget it. I’ve grown incredibly successful now anyway.
The memory of being betrayed made my pants settle down again.
I immediately headed to the stage studio on the third floor, and there I saw PD Ahn monitoring in front of the screens.
“PD Ahn, everything okay?”
“Oh? Ah, Director. Of course everything’s fine~”
PD Ahn greeted me enthusiastically with a handshake as soon as he saw me.
“I just came to watch some idols while taking a break, so don’t mind me and continue your work.”
“Yes, understood. With my direct superior watching, I’ll have to work hard.”
“Someone of your caliber could slack off and the broadcast would still turn out well.”
“Hahaha! Ah, here they come. Lize.”
At those words, I shifted my gaze to the stage.
Girl group Lize, six sexy women in cheerleader outfits were in formation, waiting for the music to start.
And at the center, of course, stood Harang.
“Harang, I love you!!!”
Suddenly, such shouts were heard from among the audience members.
Since only agreed-upon fan chants are allowed once the performance starts, they must be making noise now.
The sound seemed to come from Lize’s fan section, and the cheers for Harang were overwhelmingly louder than those for other members.
I guess this shows she’s truly the center and most popular member.
But what should I do about feeling sorry? Until just now, I saw everything from that girl’s breasts to her private parts.
Still, I’m decent compared to Shin Jae-hyun who came inside her and even recorded it.
“This song’s concept is about pure girls cheering for first love.”
“Pfft.”
“…?”
“Ah, sorry. The fans’ cheering just made me laugh.”
“Well, Lize isn’t exactly an unknown girl group.”
PD Ahn seemed concerned about my presence beside him and explained the song’s concept, but I couldn’t help but snort when I heard it.
I mean, first love? Pure? And she’s the center? It was nothing short of black comedy, considering she just had unprotected sex on the basement floor.
-Lalala~
The music started playing.
While it should be an innocent melody fitting the first love keyword, somehow it keeps sounding lewd to me.
This is driving me crazy – watching Harang dance enthusiastically keeps making me see overlapping images of her naked body from earlier.
Plus, I keep imagining the semen inside her body coating every corner of her womb as it shakes.
Ah, I’m going to get hard again, let’s just look at someone else. This group has outstanding average visuals so there are plenty of options.
When I took my eyes off Harang, there was a movement that captured my attention immediately.
‘Wow, what’s with her… Her shoulders must be strained.’
The woman I’m admiring is Si-hyun, who plays the glamorous role in Lize.
I thought she was big in photos, but watching her dance up close, her breasts are bouncing everywhere causing quite a scene.
They’re so huge that her tight tank top-style top was struggling to contain them, and the short skirt kept revealing the bottom of her thighs tucked into her safety shorts.
I wonder if the agency is deliberately exposing her for body viral marketing.
“Hehe, Director, you really have an eye for it. After Harang in Lize, it’s her. Even Harang can’t compete with her when it comes to breasts.”
PD Ahn crudely commented, noticing where my gaze was directed.
“PD Ahn, still using words like ‘breasts’ is a bit haha…”
“Ah, I was rude. I know you’re a gentleman, Director.”
“But Si-hyun’s figure is definitely impressive.”
“Oh? Director, you know her name?”
“Of course. Do you think I made NSS the idol hub for nothing? I love idols and know most of them.”
“Yes! That’s the young blood! Then let’s go eat together next time. I know a good place.”
“What? Ah yes. Let’s do that haha.”
Seems like he wants to eat together. Though it’s a bit random.
“But did those Lize girls do something wrong? I was surprised since you’ve never interfered with appearances before.”
“Ah, it’s because of her.”
I nodded, pointing at someone.
“Harang?”
“Yes, she told me to empty the trash. Well, I wanted to let it slide since she didn’t know I am the director, but her attitude was totally bitchy? With her temper, slamming doors – thinking about such trash personalities appearing on our broadcast, I couldn’t just let it go.”
Plus, there’s an additional charge: deceiving fans.
As someone who was and still is an idol fan, this was a serious crime.
Standing in front of fans after taking a man’s semen.
“For such words to come from your mouth, Director, it must have been pretty bad. Well, she’s the company’s princess, totally pampered. They absolutely won’t roll her. Shit.”
“What? Won’t roll what?”
“You know… That.”
“?”
“Ahem.. Never mind. Oh, the song’s over. Perfect timing. I was planning to ban them from next week, but with you here, Director? This should be quite entertaining. Hehe.”
“Yes, let’s do that.”
The song ended and Lize’s stage was over.
They came down making hearts and all sorts of aegyo gestures while waving to their fans.
Not knowing the future notification awaiting them.
“Hey, Lize! Come here.”
PD Ahn and I moved backstage, and he called them like he was barking orders.
“One, two, three.”
“Thank you for your hard work, PD~!”
The leader counted, and then all together – a disciplined greeting.
Hmm, so she can bend her waist so politely after all.
“Forget the thanks, don’t come next week.”
“…What?!”
“It’s not ‘What?!’, it’s ‘Yes.'”
“PD, you’re joking, right? Why suddenly? This doesn’t make sense.”
“Our Yoon-ji has grown up a lot? Yoon-ji. Being a leader and not knowing your place are different things.”
“But, I… That…”
Lize’s leader Yoon-ji stepped forward as representative but started crying after getting scolded.
The sudden notice must have been so shocking that her tears made her thick mascara run.
Probably not tears from being scolded, but tears about being banned from music shows.
The girls behind also had widening pupils and started whispering among themselves, their faces clouding with worry.
And that’s when it happened. When Harang’s and my eyes met. Her eyes started shaking as if confused and
“PD! Thank you for your hard work. Ah, Director is here too. Hello!”
Just then, someone who appeared to be Lize’s manager came running and bowed 90 degrees to me.
“Oh, Manager Kim. Get the explanation from them and rest well. Director, shall we go?”
“Yes, Harang? Please work on your manners during your break. That vicious face, tone, and door-slamming sound were much more impressive than Lize’s song.”
Then we turned and left.
Harang’s final appearance stirred my lips into a smile – her thin, pretty eyelashes were trembling violently, and she was fidgeting like a frightened puppy.
Seeing her fingers fidgeting, she might have been considering grabbing my arm and begging, but it was far too late.
By the way, this was my first time pressing down on someone with invisible force – is this what power is?
Without realizing it, both my hands had dug into my pockets, and in my chest, some kind of black desire was crawling up… It really is thrilling.
***
I left the stage studio after briefly thanking PD Ahn and telling him good work.
Because I had seen everything I needed to see.
As I was leaving, I faintly heard someone yelling from somewhere, it sounded like Manager Kim who had greeted me.
Seemed like he was saying ‘You #@$$#! bitch!’…
‘This is fun.’
With just my word, someone took action and someone else was in crisis, and the people beside them also became troubled.
I shouldn’t find it fun, but what can I do about feeling satisfied?
Still, this should be enough. I should just give them a wake-up call and then let them perform.
As I came back to the hallway wearing such a cunning smile, I saw a man and a woman.
They were definitely faces I knew. Faces I had seen a few days ago, and faces I wanted to see again.
‘Se…Seria…’
Sua, the leader of the girl group Seria that I’m currently a fan of, and my favorite. Next to her was the company’s general manager.
I think I’ll just keep Lize banned from performing.
