Ch.44 Min Ayul.
“So, you want to keep fooling around with idols?”
“…..Yeah.”
I told Secretary Shin everything honestly.
Lately, I’ve been receiving a lot of sexual hospitality.
Once my sexual desires exploded, I couldn’t stop, and I didn’t want to stop either.
Since getting involved with Secretary Shin would mean I couldn’t fool around freely anymore, I deliberately avoided her advances and dragged things out until now.
“You’re shameless. That confession earlier, was that just something you said in the heat of the moment? To protect those girls?”
“No. I do have intentions of dating you, Secretary Shin. It’s just that this damn thing down here keeps screaming that it wants to play around with multiple women…”
“Hmm…”
Secretary Shin glanced down at my lower body, then averted her gaze and blushed.
She must have imagined what’s inside, and the anticipation of seeing it soon must have excited her.
And I felt the same way.
‘It’s big…’
I swallowed as I stared at Secretary Shin’s chest.
The prominent silhouette that even her trench coat couldn’t hide.
Last time, at my place, when Secretary Shin’s shirt ripped, I only got a glimpse of her upper chest, but even that was impressive.
If I were to see it fully…
“You must have an insane sex drive. The way you’re staring at my chest so openly…”
“Ahem, sorry. But why did you dress like that? Did you just throw on whatever because you were drunk…?”
Secretary Shin slightly opened her coat to show me.
Underneath, her fair skin was barely covered by lingerie, with only the essential parts concealed.
She must have been drinking soju in her underwear, got drunk, and just threw on the coat haphazardly.
Underneath the tightly wrapped coat, she was practically in her underwear. What a sight.
But Secretary Shin, feeling embarrassed, quickly closed her coat.
“…At least you didn’t come here naked…”
“Yeah…”
A brief silence followed.
Secretary Shin, now sober, was embarrassed by her earlier rudeness, and I was embarrassed by my confession.
Even asking her to let me fool around with other women while dating her.
I must be crazy.
But being with Secretary Shin alone would be more than enough happiness for any man.
Though I’m not sure if I can resist the temptation of sexual hospitality.
Anyway, I cautiously opened my mouth to put my thoughts into words.
“Haha, it’s a bit much, right? It’s unreasonable…”
“It’s fine. Let’s do it that way.”
“Huh?”
Secretary Shin tightly grabbed my arm as she spoke.
Her large chest pressed firmly against my arm, the soft sensation was almost artistic.
“I also have my faults, like stalking you and digging into your past. And expecting a man like you to only be with one woman would be selfish of me. If I tried to stop you, it would probably backfire anyway. So, if you want to receive sexual hospitality, go ahead. But.”
“But?”
“From now on, tell me who you’re receiving hospitality from and who you’ve been with. Don’t contact them directly and make it awkward; go through me.”
“No, that’s too much. I’d feel too guilty. You don’t have to go that far…”
“I’m your secretary. Isn’t that natural? Or are you trying to hide something?”
“…..Alright, I’ll do as you say. So, you’re really okay with this?”
“Yes. But remember this: I’m the main one. If you ever abandon me and start sharing love, not just lust, with another woman… You know, right? I’ll consider it as stealing you from me, and I’ll bury them all.”
Her eyes turned frightening again.
If I ever cheated, I’d probably end up with no bones left.
But anyway, that’s not going to happen, and these conditions are more than generous for me.
So, I immediately hugged Secretary Shin.
“Eek!”
“Thank you for understanding, Secretary Shin!”
“S-so, from now on, we’re…?”
“Yeah, let’s start dating.”
“Yay! I’m so happy!”
We hugged each other even tighter.
I fully enjoyed the sensation of her soft chest, burying my nose in her neck and sniffing deeply.
Secretary Shin’s strong scent from not showering after a night of heavy drinking.
But it’s fragrant. It’s like a woman’s natural scent can’t be masked, and it just radiates so naturally.
Secretary Shin’s scent feels especially captivating.
Sniff, sniff.
“Uhm… Dating is fine, but you’re being too obvious with the sniffing…”
“What’s the big deal? You’re mine now.”
“Well… There’s a certain pace to these things…”
“What does it matter between us?”
“But still…”
I was about to start fondling her chest, but then I thought it might be too fast, so I stopped.
Besides, we’re at the office right now.
Office romances must be kept absolutely secret, known only to the two of us.
If rumors spread, all eyes would be on us, and it would get exhausting.
Even though we’re in the director’s office and unlikely to be caught, we still need to be careful.
“Sorry. I got carried away.”
“Um… So, can we finally have our first date tonight…”
“Ah, sorry, but I can’t! I actually have a prior commitment…”
“…Are you kidding me right now?”
“No, I really have a prior commitment. Listen, it’s something important related to MapDue.”
“?”
***
Evening came.
Actually, I contacted Min Ayul this morning.
I told her there’s a great opportunity and that I really wanted her to take it.
She was so wary that meeting in person made her uncomfortable, but when I suggested just talking over coffee at a cafe, she finally agreed.
And now, we’re sitting at the agreed-upon cafe, sipping coffee and waiting for Ayul.
“Is she really that good at singing? But why is she just busking? She should join an agency or something.”
Secretary Shin insisted on coming along, so she went home, washed up, dressed properly, and then came with me. Since it was related to MapDue, it was natural for her to come as a secretary, and also because she heard it was a girl I liked, she tagged along with a competitive edge…
“Exactly. I was curious too, so I did a little digging, and it seems like her family is on the verge of falling apart. Her family situation isn’t stable enough for her to pursue being a celebrity, but she didn’t want to give up, so she’s been busking.”
“…Director, you’re scary. You even looked into that.”
“I’m directly connecting her to MapDue, so I need to know what kind of person she is. But it’s not something you, Secretary Shin, should be commenting on.”
“…Hehe. Sorry.”
Secretary Shin laughed mischievously and then started acting like she wasn’t paying attention. She probably knew she was out of line.
Getting back to the point, through Jin-sung, I found out that Min Ayul grew up under her grandmother’s care along with her younger sibling. Her father passed away when she was young, and her mother ran away. So, her grandmother, feeling sorry for them, has been taking care of them despite her own difficult circumstances. It’s a tearful story.
I hadn’t planned on digging into her background, but while casually chatting with Jin-sung, who I’m close with, Ayul’s story came up.
She always seemed so gloomy, so I was just curious about her background.
I didn’t specifically ask, but Jin-sung went ahead and found out on his own.
I had asked Jin-sung to be the manager for the group that would debut through MapDue, so he probably felt a slight sense of responsibility and looked into it himself.
Seeing this, it seems like Jin-sung will be thorough in managing the kids.
“Oh, isn’t that her over there? The really pretty one who looks super gloomy. That’s definitely her.”
Secretary Shin pointed toward the cafe entrance.
There was Ayul, looking as melancholic as ever, wearing a black skirt and a hoodie.
She didn’t seem to be wearing much makeup, but even in that dull outfit, her pretty face stood out.
“Yeah, that’s her. Ayul! Over here!”
When I called her name, Ayul cautiously walked over to our table.
“Sit comfortably here.”
“Okay…”
She bowed her head once and then sat down. She’s shy and introverted, so she doesn’t talk much, but she’s more polite than I expected.
“Thanks for coming. By the way, how old are you?”
“I’m twenty.”
“I thought you looked young. Can we speak casually?”
“Yes…”
“Alright, first, as I mentioned last time, I’m Director Kim Han-seo, and this is…”
“I’m Secretary Shin Minseo. You can speak casually with me too since I’m your aunty.”
“Okay, But… Secretary?”
Ayul tilted her head in confusion. Secretary Shin had introduced herself as a secretary, but she was sitting too close to me, linking arms and pressing her chest against me, which probably confused Ayul.
“Secretary Shin, outside, let’s keep it…”
“Ahaha, sorry, my bad. Ah, I’m both a secretary and a lover, so please understand.”
“Oh, okay…”
“Don’t mind what I just said. I called you here because I was wondering if you’d be interested in auditioning.”
“Audition?”
“Yeah, a survival audition.”
I pulled out the MapDue application form. It’s a kind of self-introduction form, but since it’s for a broadcast, it asks about hobbies, special skills, and all sorts of things. When that paper was handed to Ayul, her dull eyes lit up.
“Is this… That show that’s airing in a month…?”
“Yeah, that’s right. My Producer Season 1. If you appear on that show, I think viewers will really like your singing. What do you think? Interested?”
“Oh, that’s… Um…”
Ayul seemed to hesitate at the sudden proposal, but she must have thought she shouldn’t overthink it.
“Yes!”
“But, since almost every agency sends their own trainees, just applying doesn’t guarantee you’ll be selected. Especially for someone like you who’s unsigned, it’s hard to even get this kind of opportunity.”
“Ah… I guess that’s true…”
“So, how about this. Why don’t you come to my place?”
“Huh? What do you mean…?”
“If you pass this ‘test,’ I’ll put in a good word for you.”
“…..?”
Ayul’s face was filled with question marks.
