Ch.21 Sua (2)
I led Sua into the living room, relying on the soft glow of the mood light.
Turning on the bright overhead light would ruin the atmosphere, and Sua kept acting reserved, so I kept the lighting dim.
In the spacious living room, it was just the two of us, sitting on the sofa.
“……”
“……”
It’s awkward.
Earlier, I pushed Sua, but now that we’re sitting side by side in silence, it feels suffocating.
Sua… Is definitely different.
She’s the idol I love, my ultimate favorite.
No matter what anyone says, I’m Sua’s fan.
A devoted fan who’s even gone to fan sign events.
Because of that, everything I say feels like a confession, and it’s embarrassing.
I’m nervous that my heartbeat might give me away.
This is making me tense.
But if distance makes the heart grow colder, then closeness should warm it up, right?
I moved closer to Sua, almost touching her thigh.
To break the silence and get closer to Sua, I spoke up.
“Sua… Can I speak casually with you?”
As I said that, I wrapped one arm around her waist.
My other hand reached for her smooth, pale thigh and gently caressed it.
It’s so smooth that my hand glides effortlessly.
Her moist skin shows how well her agency has taken care of her, even if it’s a small agency.
“Ugh… Ugh…”
“Ah, sorry. I didn’t mean to.”
Damn, I messed up.
Lately, I’ve been receiving so much sexual hospitality that my hands moved on their own, making Sua let out a delicate moan.
I must’ve started seeing women as objects to suck and fuck.
But my hand didn’t stop. How could it?
Squeeze squeeze.
This time, I didn’t just caress—I groped.
The fantastic texture feels like the skin of a goddess, not a human.
It’s soft and moist, with just the right amount of elasticity, pleasing a man’s hand.
I want to enjoy this forever. Sua is truly the best.
“Uh, um!… You can speak casually, haha…”
Sua shyly guarded her thigh as she spoke.
Was I too forward just now? Even I think I went too fast.
But thankfully, my arm around her waist hasn’t been pushed away yet.
Well, the night is still long.
If the time with the other girls I’ve received sexual hospitality from was sudden and chaotic, the time with Sua can be calm and focused.
If Sua cooperates, that is.
“Yeah, then I’ll speak casually.”
“Okay.”
“Your thighs… Got me excited.”
“……”
Ah, I can’t control myself spending the night alone with my ultimate favorite.
“Speaking casually… Is like that, huh.”
“No, sorry. I didn’t mean to…”
I quickly waved my hands, wiped my face a few times, and decided to move forward.
“Ha, Sua. You know I’m your passionate fan, right?”
“Yes. Manager Yoon told me…”
So she knows from her agency.
Manager Yoon must’ve found my number from the fan sign event’s personal information.
Back then, I used a pseudonym and wore a mask and hat, but it wasn’t enough to hide the Director’s face.
He probably pretended not to know to spare me the embarrassment.
I should thank Manager Yoon tomorrow. While handing over Sua, who’ll be fucked all night.
“Do you remember me from the fan sign event?”
“They told me someone wearing a mask and hat came, but I don’t remember the details. Sorry.”
“No, it’s fine. I was all covered up, so unless you’re an agency staff, it’s natural not to recognize me. Manager Yoon probably didn’t tell you back then to avoid burdening you.”
“Yes…”
“Do the other members know? That I came to the fan sign event?”
“No, they only told me.”
“Do the members know you’re here?”
“!! They absolutely don’t know! And they shouldn’t find out….”
“Right, that’s how it should be. Sua came here with a big heart for Seria’s success.”
I fumbled with my phone and showed Sua a photo from the fan sign event.
In it, I’m wearing a mask and hat, and Sua is smiling brightly.
A photo with my ultimate favorite idol from Seria’s fan sign event.
It was possible because they were at the bottom of the third tier.
And I have the power to stop this.
“Then can you smile as beautifully as you did back then?”
“I’ll try… Um, but…”
“Huh?”
“If you’re a fan of Seria… And I’m your ultimate favorite idol… Then maybe this sexual hospitality… Could be like a fan meeting…”
“Like a fan meeting, with high-fives and conversations? Asking me to protect you?”
“Is that… Too much…?”
I fell into thought for a moment.
What is a fan?
Someone who wishes for their beloved idol to be happy and walk a path of flowers, but also avoids excessive obsession.
Because it could cause harm.
But they also can’t stand seeing their idol disrespected, so they defend them online, even though they’ve never met.
Yes, as a fan, I should protect my idol, not taint her.
And I’m her fan.
!!!!
A lightbulb went off in my head.
What was I about to do…?
Coming to my senses, I quickly removed my arm from Sua’s waist.
“Kyah!”
I pulled Sua into my arms, holding her shoulders.
With my other hand, I lifted her lower body and placed her on my lap.
Now carried in a princess-like position, Sua tried to stiffen up, placing her arms over her chest, but she ended up trembling in my arms.
“Sua, you’re sitting on my lap because I’m your fan.”
“Huh… Huh? What do you mean…?”
“Your head must be full of doubts. Let me explain kindly since you’re my ultimate favorite idol. Simply put, there are tons of girls who are more successful than you but want to spread their legs for me. Because if they do, they’re guaranteed at least a music show spot. Let’s see… Seria is at the bottom of the third tier, right? But since you’ve had a few fan sign events, I’ll consider you third tier.”
A tier list was explained by a fan who attended Seria’s fan sign event.
Sua, realizing her position, gulped.
Her eyes grew distant as if the image of Seria’s impending disbandment flashed before her.
I continued my lecture to prevent Sua from complaining and to make her feel honored by this situation.
“Sua, to be blunt, do you know where a girl like you can go for her first sexual hospitality? You’d have to service some old, fat PD a few times just to occasionally hear your voice on a morning radio show. But you’re sitting here right now just because I’m a fan of Seria and Sua. What? Protect you because I’m a fan? What kind of crazy fool would just watch without making the person they like their own? But I can protect you in another way. I’ll make sure no one else dares to touch you. I’ll push you hard in broadcasting too. If there’s a more passionate fan than me, let them step forward.”
Sua’s eyes, trained in etiquette, began to tremble violently.
It must’ve been a moving speech.
I spoke like someone who’s lived a full life, but I’m just a rookie who’s only recently started receiving sexual hospitality.
But I have a mentor. PD Ahn.
Thanks to his extensive knowledge, I’ve become knowledgeable too.
“……”
Sua, perhaps in shock, froze like a stone, staring into space.
But to me, she looks as lovely as a goddess bathed in altar light.
Even though I spoke harshly, it’s because reality is harsh, but my feelings for Sua are warm.
“Sua? You need to answer me now. Will you faithfully provide fan service, or will you slowly climb up while getting your pussy plowed by random, unknown PDs?”
Sua, who had been breathing heavily, slowly moved.
She pressed her butt against my waist as if she didn’t want to get off my lap.
She went from a precarious princess-like position to sitting on my lap like a chair.
Even after I let go of her shoulders, Sua remained quietly seated on my thigh.
There was no need to leash her anymore.
Sua’s chest was right in front of me, and her fragrant scent tickled my nose.
The mix of Sua’s natural scent and perfume created a hint of indulgence.
My mind grew hazy, and I felt like I was sinking into something.
Just then, a few strands of hair fell from Sua’s ear.
Like a cinematic shot of a beautiful heroine.
As I admired the scene, Sua slowly turned her head and looked at me.
Her eyes were moist but she didn’t shed a tear.
The bravery I saw on screen wasn’t just a concept.
As I blushed, completely smitten, Sua’s arm wrapped around my neck, and her thin, soft lips touched my cheek with a peck♥.
“I’ll do it. With the heart of serving my beloved fan…”
I immediately got hard.
